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Real Enough For You Now

by Ditchbird

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1.
Midnight October Mostly sober   You seem so far away You say you must be leaving You must have your reasons  So I won’t try to make you stay   I won’t fight to keep you down   I know that’ll only make you drown       There’s only one thing that I have to say   Be good, be good Be good to yourself  Somewhat seeming  We were fever dreaming On 27th and Monroe  Days in mid dance  Paused in mx trance In golden hour glow It fell out like an accident When I love you came and went Now there’s only one thing left to say Chorus  I’m not much for advice And I’m trying to be nice  Get out of your own way  - Repeat - Chorus
2.
Your bike up on the back rack Fighting through a panic attack Say what you see, count and breathe  Till its good and gone  Now I’m watching how my ice melts  And I bet thats just how you felt  Freezing cold still sweating out The toxins all around, you  And I can tell, its been harder in this town than hell, for you  But when the worlds a mess We’re way over our heads            In it together till the end   I can take a clean white page And riddle it with holes And I can turn an easy a Into a summertime of woes  You could name a thousand stars  And all the galaxies And when you’re staring up at mars  You make midnight philosophies  And I, I can pop that big balloon, for you          Chorus X2 You don’t have to waste your breath I know just what you mean It’s a polar opposite magnetic dance Alive tween you and me          Chorus X4
3.
I know I'm lucky you're here, within arm's reach Considering the things you hear, about that coyote and me I wish I could douse those days, in a petrol blaze I know it's not enough, just to hear me say  But I could talk till the sun comes up And my gums begin to bleed I could dance like a drunken fool Until my feet break a cobbled street, till you tell me I'm real enough for you now Real enough for you now I’ll going to find a way, to hear you say I’m real enough for you now Well all of my tricks, they are lost on you Where others would find kicks, honey you're not fooled I've learned the best ones, they aren't available long  Just like the 4th of July will excite, and then so quickly it’s gone So I will build you a pillow from my tattered clothes And a jacket from my shredded skin Craft a necklace from my ribcage And a collarbone violin, so you tell me         - Chorus - x2         - Solo -          - First prechorus -         - Chorus - x3
4.
It’s been a while now to tell the truth I think the mask we’re wearing have become glued Starting to forget what’s inside me and you When I am high above it all I can see right through When the light is right in the morning orange overtakes the blue That’s when I see we’re this  Couple of stubborn kids who are refusing to give Some say it looks easy for us I say they're fools   It looks like happiness, this   In tune, to the                 Same show, different room Some nights when I hear you singing it’ll change the tune Wooden floorboards creaking rhythm and groove I’d take it as a sign the spark is still alive           Some nights a reflection can trigger a kind memory It’ll stay alive for a moment but then it slips away from me I know I wouldn’t regret if I could reset           All the ones that I can't forget          - Chorus X2 - with solo 
5.
Bright Side 04:14
There’s water rising in the basement  I’m too afraid now to go and face it I tell myself that it’ll work out On its own I got a little bit of money  Should be a while now till I’m hungry Couple of years I aughta be fine On my own Always the first to look at the bright side And be blinded by the sun Always saying everything will be fine  It’ll work out on its own  Now I’m scared that I’ve been wrong  This is it boys I think we made it  After years of trying to fake it  There’s no need to lie to no one Any more There’s a mountain in the distance  There’s a storm cloud but it should miss us Just keep my head down  So I can keep upright for you  Chorus             I’ve learned enough from watching family  I know just what I’ve got in me  Theres no need to worry about that stuff   With us      Chorus
6.
Next Time 03:29
Lady, I feel I’m going nowhere Lately, it’s harder to stay sober When all I want     And all I need, is you Tomorrow, if I see you at the show dear   Then you'd know, the look of true fear In my eyes If words don't materialize  I pinned my luck Up on falling stars  Set my love Up in totaled cars Next time, next time I'll get it right  Remember, last December I braved through, the wildest weather Just so we could finally  Be alone Now left to, my own devices I cling to, the worst of vices  All in search Of some kind, of home Tell myself It doesn't matter any more I was just some kid Picking candy off the floor Next time, next time I'll get it right  - Solo -   - Repeat first chorus - 
7.
With Anybody 04:04
She says she knows  Every little thing that goes With those words being thrown And how they change from moment to moment  So back to bed  The booze went straight to your head She says I’d rather be dead  Than trust those lines you’ve stolen  She says boy that’s enough Don’t make yourself blush Don’t say that you’re in love  Cuz that won’t help you now  Every time you open up All the light is exposing  You’d fall in love, with anybody  Looks like your years are getting tough You’re wasted beauty, bottoms up Fishing gutters and mud And spinning your line round and round  Roses in cheap mugs  Won’t fill the hole you’ve dug  So buy a comfortable rug Curl up for a season alone    Chorus 
8.
I can go to work for weeks and when I come back home I can empty out my pockets and see that even is all that’s broke  I can spend a lifetime practicing my jokes And the punchlines will always slip away I have these constant cracking bones in my feet  And a thousand crooked details in my lower teeth I can’t even count the number of times I miss the beat And still you find a way to sway along Always growing older never growing up Nothing I can see will change it now  Heads always wondering body near enough to touch      I’m so close and yet somehow  A million miles away I wear my sunglasses long after the sun is down Cuz Im a man who needs a shield if I go out on the town Sometimes it doesn’t matter if there’s no one else around I try so hard to look a certain way - Chorus - with / hiding under covers when the dark shows up Heads out with monsters body near enough to touch It’s gonna be a long shot     But you don’t seem to mind I’ll chip in once the money gets hot   You’re the only thing I’ve got going right  If I could change anything I don’t know where I’d start  With all things I’m doing wrong it still hasn’t come apart If you’re still here, and I’m still here thats better than the start I’m gonna keep it, till the wheels fall off - Chorus -     And it can go for a million miles, ohh yeah   It can go for a million miles, ohh yeah Another million miles
9.
Your bull-black hair, was curled like question marks  Our glasses in the air, were a toast to the start Now if it’s true, if you just have better things to do  Then you, could let me know But there’s radio silence where there should be noise Flipping through the channels to find your voice   I call out your name but it echoes down the hall Bounces off the windows and sinks into the wall      I’m so tired, so tired and all alone  And all I get, is one tone on the phone  So I try going out, I try putting myself in danger  And hide the doubt, in an open container. But it’s always.. - Chorus - W/ I call out your name to the ceiling and the floors            But it slips across the tiles and disappears out the door  Clouds break, to reveal fair weather And we make, up when we’re together  True, it's always up to you     Solo     Chorus
10.
She has a voice so soft it’s almost not even there  She has the kind of touch its almost carried on air She says I’m hard on myself and hard on my health  And that hardly ends well I’m always coming down even with my feet on the ground       Even when I think I’ve found what I’m missing  I’m always waking up nowhere close enough   But one day love it’ll be different Now I’ve been sitting so long in one place at a time  That I built up the front that I’m hiding behind She says that rabbit hole stuff, it’s all just tricks of the mind           And I could go back up  - Chorus - w/ I can’t seem to get around the distance      That I have been building up in between us    - Solo - I wonder what it is you see when you’re looking at me  If it’s even close to how I want it to be  Is it more than most in your history      To keep company    - Chorus -
11.
Hello dear, it's been a while Did I hear, you found a new way to smile I’ve been working, 7 nights a week Every hour I can, for money I don't need It’s like I’m trying to fill some part of me That won't be satisfied by just memories Now I know, this house, is bigger than I need And I’d never tell what to do or who you can or cannot see But I hate it, that you found someone When all I have is me I don't blame the heart, I blame the mind Even from the start, it didn’t seem like mine Compassion, can be virtue abused If you latched on, just like a fool And I see, in my dreams, sometimes All the things, that didn’t, end up right - Chorus - Now I sure you’re feeling tall     I did my best, I tried not to call My favorite feeling these days     Is when I’m feeling nothing at all - Chorus -

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released April 23, 2021

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